Things going on

So, these last 2 weeks were pretty rough. I m on the 2nd week of school and it's been pretty difficult.

It's always difficult to do something you wish not doing and I would rather be working on my music 24/7 than on school. Well, sometimes we have to accept what we have and be the best at it, no matter what.
At the end of the day, I will be able to help other's and maybe be a surgeon... as, besides music, I always wanted to be.

Sometimes we have to deal with things that we don't want to deal with.

-Blue

Ready, set....GO!!

Today is my last summer day of 2018. This vacations were amazing and probably the best one I've ever had.

From the beginning to now, I went to the gym for the first time and I really enjoyed being there. So many people, fighting for the same results and supporting each other it's the best thing I could watch out there.

Secondly, I got my puppy and for sure, was the thing that made this summer much special than he was. 

I could finally understand and identify my toxic relationships in my life and met another people that have the power to give love and be kind to each other.

And the most special thing was that I faced one of my worst fears of this last year and getting to know others my passion for music and singing. 

However, there were things that happen that made this Summer not be the perfect one, for example, the person I most admire and I feel good with had an Overdose and barely died. Thank goodness that she is recovering every day and she will be back stronger than ever.

This summer I learned, I grew and I faced. Demi Lovato's book helped me to find myself and keep forward without being afraid. I can say...2018 it's my year of success.

                                                                           but

2019 will be the year that my dreams will fly and I'll be the person that I wanna be.

-Blue

Jealousy can be a beautiful feeling for the one's who are not kind

Nowadays, there is so much hate and jealousy in the word that people are being mean to each other just because that's the trend.

I am working so hard on my music, trying to write some good songs. Doing videos, having fun while I record them...I am having a great time right now. Getting more confident and improving my self-esteem were the consequences after I open up my soul to everyone on the Internet. 

So, today I decided to go to those Live chats on the internet with random people around the world and sing some songs for them. The experience could be perfect...but ofc, there is also mean people in the middle of a great moment like that. And the most painful thing was that that girl who just sent me disgusting hate it's from my own country. 

I keep thinking...What a great way to show to the people around the world how kind and sweet our people are...

-Blue

Lose Mind

So, this past of days I've been working on music...I did a cover on YouTube and on my Instagram account and I've been congratulated and getting good feedback. But now, I m facing another challenge.

I really wanna write a song...a meaningful song, with a purpose on it. I really love that kind of songs that made us think, but it's pretty difficult to do it. Sometimes, when I m just singing random words, I get something very good that I could turn into a song but right away, I just can't do it again no matter how hard I think. That made me very unmotivated.

It's very difficult to find something from your life that can turn into a song, it's really frustrating.

I m about to download a program to make music, a music software. I think it will help me to find my soul inside of me.

-Blue

Daily Life

So, Idk what to write but I really want to so I m just telling you what I have to do before school starts vs What I'm doing daily right now.

Before my school starts, I really need to go buy the last stuff as school material and clothes. I need to enjoy my last 2 weeks with series and movies I want to see but in 3 months I just let the time pass through my eyes. And this week I m starting to study again to remember all I learned in the last year.

This is what I need to do. 

Now what I am doing daily is:
1.Waking up at 8:30am+- 
2. Doing and eating my breakfast
3. Staying on the computer or on smartphone seeing videos or working on my music.
4. Have Lunch
5.  Playing, Singing, having a rehearsal of some original I'm working on or on the next YT video.
6. More TV; more social media.
7. Snack Time.
8. Remember that I need to do some stuff before school starts(or going anywhere with my mom)
9. Have dinner
10. Grey's Anatomy Time
11. BEDDDD!!

and starts all over again...Yap I'm doing what we call procrastination. 

That's why I'm starting today and I'm going to finish all the series today. And for the rest of the week, I will do everything else.

As my mom says, don't let for tomorrow what you can do today.

-Blue