Am I Wrong?

Today is the 5th day isolated due to covid and even thought I had a pretty chill week, with a couple boring moments but nothing extreme, I spent tthis day a little sad and lonely. I could spent an hour with my friends when doing things for college on videocall but I missed my boyfriend really really much, but I didn't text him because I don't wanna become dependent on him and I don't wanna be that type of gf that doesn't let him have a life.

However, an hour ago I called him and we talked for 30 min and during all the time he was playing his game with people and of course I didn't mind because he was having fun and trying to talk to me at the same time so he was doing an effort. But eventually, he asked me if we could continue the conversation later cause he couldn't focus on his game while talking to me, but as soon as he finished his game he would call me back. The thing is, I got sad cause since yesterday he has not been available to talk to me cause he was busy or he didn't charge his phone and I don't like cutting coversations in the middle.

I know there are bigger problems in the world and the more I try not ot me possessive and suffocating towards him, the more I can't just move on and understand his side. 

Right now, he wants to call me but honestly, I dont wanna talk to him. I feel like he putted me in the backgroud and I dont't like feeling that way.

I'm gonna use this time to focus on god and pray, that may help.

-Blue