WHAT??
1 year and half later and I literally remembered about this blog.
It's amazing how I used to write here as a way to being heard.
I feel like I need to update you guys on what is going on. Well, I am 21... I started this blog at 15 (CRAZY) and I stopped at 19.
So, in the last year EVERYTHING changed.
Remember that boyfriend? Well, we broke up in November 2022 due to a lot of reasons but mostly because we didnp't have the foundation to support and provide for our relationship. Building a relationship in the sand will never sustain a thunder, so, it fell off and I am single right now!
Don't get me wrong but I have found beuty in singleness, in fact, I have more freedom being single to persue my dreams and career goals instead of focusing on other people's career and goals.
Let's stop talking about that and actually rewind since I last leave you...
July 2022 : I went for the first time to meet my BF's parents and traveled to a religious place for the 2nd time in my life and for his little hometown.
August 2022: I traveled a lot with my BF, his family and his friends. I left home for 2 weeks, but I got so much fun for the first time in years since COVID.
September 2022: We went to a little town with my friends boyfriend, I later met them in my very 1st time traveling alone and I started my Nursing Internship.
October 2022: I gave up on my internship because my nurse was not the best to deal with, went again to his hometown to fresh my head off and just prepared myself for a new internship. I started going to Hillsong Church, alone, with my car .
November 2022: I started internship again, kept going to Hillsong every sunday once at a time, me and my BF broke up and after 2 weeks living together we split and I got back home at 1 am sobbbing and for the first time I felt God's presence.
December 2022: I crashed my car while going to the hospital and one of my patients died, being myself the last one to see her alive. I started going down for the first time in ages.
January 2023: I gave up on Nursing, started working and putting my faith for the 1st time in Jesus about my future.
February 2023: Encounter FEST '23 AMAZING EXPERIENCE - got to meet a lot of importante people and future friends. Started a Digital Marketing Course Online
March 2023: Kept working hard on my workplace, gym, Church, and Youth
April 2023: I got Baptized! Did a leadership course in my church, got more involved with people from hillsong, went to the beach for the 1st time of 2023 and watched the most amazing sunsets.
May 2023: I decided that wanted to start freelancing even if in November I tried and didn't work out, got scammed. I auditioned for worship team after a YTH NIGHT and I GOT IN!
June 2023: Started working as a freelancer officialy and I did lots of study sessions with my friends, finally, I got to see one of my fav. national artists live!
July 2023: Work work work, beach, study and YTH Nights
August 2023: Started other jobs in freelancing, started to invest in my knowledge with lot of books about finance and phychology. Went to a family trip after 18 years and I got TAN. It was an amazing trip to chat with my sister and open our hearts up to each other.
September 2023: SUMMER CAMP! My first ever summercamp and being a christian one was amazing. It started a fire with His presence and damnn I love being a Christian and having a Christian Life! Got back to nursing school and started my internship again. God answered all of my prayers and I got to quit my job in order to work freeelance full time! I TURNED 21 YAYY
Lately, life has been incredible busy but one thing that I know it was that 2023 was a year full of blessings and grattitude. I love my god and the relationship we have today is so good that I can't imagine in a 5 year or 10 year period, where can we be. I love him, I talk to him, I understand him.
I can't imagine how amazing my life would have been if I gave sooner my life to Christ, but one thing I have learned it was that He calls us at a specific time that He decided when He made us. So it was suppose to happen everything I did so I could be here and appreciate and help other people to go through what I went thorugh,
In the meanwhile, I can understand why I always had empaty towrds everyone situation and the answer to that is Jesus . His father, my father gave me the gift of spirit discerniment and that led me into what I am today. Even in my darkest mistakes I always knew what was going on, the right ansd the worng, the just and unfair.
I will keep journaling but so far I think it is enough.
Welcome to Chapter 21|
- Blue
