This girl, who used to be one of my greatest friend last year, because her best friend moved into our class she just stopped talking to me and she just ignores me. She is that kind of toxic friend that you know she isn't the best influence but both of you are so understandable with each other that you just carrie on with things.
But now I can see what my mom always told me about her, I m still thinking if she always used me just to have "someone" until her best friend were with her.
But the worse right now is that I met this new girl who I thought really nice and at the beginning it was just me and her and a friend of mine, but now that this girl is so important to me.. The first girl I talked in here, just started to approach her to her life and now I think this girl I met is so much away from me and I basically "lost" her for someone who uses people and is mean as hell but unfortunately I m the one who see s it.
I m just so done with her, and besides that, others friends who I thought they were happy for me, they just don't care for the things I do today for my future.
I m feeling so much alone this days and that's why I m using so much music to express what I have inside of me. I do covers so I can scream out loud what I feel to others.
-Blue
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