So, I just realized that it's been almost 5 months since my last post. It's weird but somehow I forgot that in here I can be the real person I am and so, I shouldn't forget about it.
Anyways, since July A LOT happened.
I got a dog...again hahah.
I started gym....again...
I gave up and started a million thousand projects about gym...again 😂~
I started my Senior and Final year of High School.
About the gym, I m still going, like twice a mo. but I will fix this week. About school. It's not been easy, because this year I have much more free time I just procrastinate a lot, like, a lot. So that made me lose time where I could study and get better grades, however, I have been able to keep up with all the things I have to do, and right now, everything it's coming together to the right places.
´bout my future...I just don't know.
At least to the nursing school, I have the guarantee that I m going but I wanna do more than that. I wanted to become an artist but the thing is I AM NOT DOING ANYTHING FOR IT AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA. I just keep playing safe and living every single day like a normal person with a normal future does. I just have so much time, WHY DO I KEEP WASTING IT ON YT AND NOT PRACTICING TO POST COVERS ON YT?????????????????????????
have no idea.
Anyway, in school I am actually thinking in doing the impossible, and repeat my exam from last year to see if I can go to med school. I have no idea if I will get anything from it other than a HUGE headache but I feel that I would blame myself for the rest of my life if I didn't even try when I got the chance. as i already do about music. I feel that my time went over and know I don't have more opportunities to become someone that I want.
-Blue
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