Behold

 As I am seating at the balcony of my house looking out through the night and hearing my loudy neighbours today I felt overly emotional and looking back at all the last few months of my life. After a long and hard week where we found out that our boss got fired and most of my mates are going away, I finally took a moment to seat outside, look at the sky and admire all the blessings I have been living.

Yes, I do have hard days still. Tomorrow will be one of those for sure as I have been away from serving for 1 and half months and tomorrow not only I will be serving once again but all day. I am trying to understand what I feel and exactly what mindset I have for tomorrow as my road with Christ as been gaining some but lil. progress. i still struggle to be consistent at my relationship with him, but at the same time I know that it's a full marathon where I believe it will take some time to be mastered.

For now....I am trying to focus on moving my body as much as I can....control my finances and build a good Emergency Fund and slowly build the place that I get to call home.

I am trying to live...day by day....trying to be thankul even when I don't feel like it.

I know I am in a road by my self but I have jesus with me....what can I want more?

-BLUE